It's not that easy finding a young girl who thinks like you do. Except for those who "have been on this side before". Any mature loves initiaing a young girl but also loves "feedback". That's how i see it. I get quite scared when i feel "feedback" but also nervouseness and hesitation. I feel the battle whitin but still....i tend to be nervous and afraid too. Not normal for a 56 yo woman but that's how i am. I live about 500 meters from Faro University so you can imagine how many "events" i have had since 2011. And many of them went deeply wrong. I learned a lot with that and that's why i fight a lot this feeling about young girls.
I was involved with a female, younger than myself, she wanted me, i took my time enouraged her. Until she started to battle with the thoughts in ger head and what she was feeling. 😩